Far from time

Under falling leaves of snow
I can´t fight this war no more
apart from joy and bliss

believe in nothing
it´s so hard to feel

the daylight fades
so sweet and dear

where can I find peace
when all my love is fading black
it´s too hard to swallow
so painful to hold on to

the night is softly touching
here is where I live
this is what I am
this is what I believe

my heart those love is innocent.

close my eyes

All your words
are just empty lies
how can I break
when nothing was ever real

I won´t slip away
turning your face
towards mine
with fears of letting go

Hold onto me
I will not surender
you will not fall
lies can´t make me crawl

Your fake tears
are not necessary
anymore

I will hold what was never mine
I will love what will never be
I will have your back
even if you stab my back

I will not fail you ever again

The Hunt

Where do I run
how can I hide
lost between the hollow tree´s

calling in all despair
crawling beneath the lines
so frozen in those memories
of mine

I can´t see through the wind
that burns within my eyes

where should I run ?
where should I turn ?

When all you left is broken glass
piercing in tender paws
but I keep on walking

walking into my darkest part
I fed on my broken heart
swallowed all those bitter parts

Wondering how far I could walk
how long I could last
buried under fallen hearts

Fish

Beneath the bridge
cramped in leaves and ash
dripping from the seal of broken glass

Am I just a fish
without any feelings ?

I am trapped
crashed my human hands
like a piece of trash

Am I just a fish
without any feelings ?

Let it be true

If it be true
To fill mine edge
Within thy body
Let me rip out those
Doubting shades of harboring
insensitivity
senseless in true captivity.

Once as my name was cause for delight and trust,

Even though you loved me not,

Was the hour I treasured most,

Paid with pain within the cause,

Do not mourn me,

For I am not dead,

Do not please the king in me,

for I am the crown-less king,

within the hollow tree.

Shades

Sweet and oh so slow
falling like a piece of snow
when drops of light
drown in shades of night

tender voices softly whisper
in my heart there ain´t no glimmer
dancing sparkles softly shinning
touching until your head is spinning

a street of sand
in the middle of the land
where lonely souls met
and the sky humbling wept