Dripping

Blue and cold is the sea
Floating like a sweet memory
What did you mean when you said
I´m dying ... slowly

I was drunken on your lips
Holding onto the bitter tears of regret
Hide away all my hidden thoughts
Those dark things crawling through my head

Your eyes avert and look into the distant sky
What did you mean
I am so far away
I´ll hunt you down and toss away your fears

I won´t bend, I won´t care
Even if you keep moving on
I will come
Even if you turn on me

I will keep moving on

Oh please let me love you

Please let me love you
my heart is true
I know you don´t want to
but I will persuede you

Please let me love you
while your heart is sad and blue
let me embrace you
leave all your pain behind

Please let me love you
I want you only
oh please let me love you
you know I want you true

The Pain I Felt All This Time

Hold me, I can´t bear to sleep,
these cold eyes in the dark,
keep staring at me,
they grab me, feel me up,
won´t let me be.

Why did he have to choose me,
Why couldn´t he let me be ?

I keep asking you but you just said,
Why didn´t you fight, what did you do ?

Nothing, I keep telling you.
I was stare, how often do I need to tell you ?

He was hunting me. Forcing me.
Grabbing me. Pushing and whispering.

There is nothing you can do. Just give in. It´s just a kiss.
It´s just a touch. And I kept running. Avoiding.

Until he stands before me. Until barely covered in a bathrobe.
He is pushing onto me - pulling on my robes and only a bell is saving me.

That´s the day, she could see, that was the day she couldn´t ignore it anymore.