Oh please let me love you

Please let me love you
my heart is true
I know you don´t want to
but I will persuede you

Please let me love you
while your heart is sad and blue
let me embrace you
leave all your pain behind

Please let me love you
I want you only
oh please let me love you
you know I want you true

The Pain I Felt All This Time

Hold me, I can´t bear to sleep,
these cold eyes in the dark,
keep staring at me,
they grab me, feel me up,
won´t let me be.

Why did he have to choose me,
Why couldn´t he let me be ?

I keep asking you but you just said,
Why didn´t you fight, what did you do ?

Nothing, I keep telling you.
I was stare, how often do I need to tell you ?

He was hunting me. Forcing me.
Grabbing me. Pushing and whispering.

There is nothing you can do. Just give in. It´s just a kiss.
It´s just a touch. And I kept running. Avoiding.

Until he stands before me. Until barely covered in a bathrobe.
He is pushing onto me - pulling on my robes and only a bell is saving me.

That´s the day, she could see, that was the day she couldn´t ignore it anymore.

Waving Flags

Waving flags are dancing above the towers of London
calling you home
If you´ve seen the shores of this raw island
you´ll earn for it, when the sun is warming your face
you´ll dream about it, if rough wind strokes your hair
when the first dew of morning is glittering on the gras
you´ll wish the ground under your feet were a land called England.

A Light In The Dark

In the past I was hunted, burned and scared,
your light is floating like a water so warm and light,
how can you sooth all my wounded parts,
how can you oh so easily break all those chains
that burdened me for all those years ?

You´re floating like light into my broken cracks,
filling me up until nothing is left of myself anymore,
and I am so free, so light because you fill me until I burst,
you loved me, more than every tear I shed could tell,
I love you more than, thousand years could weight.

Rip on your heart

don´t surrender to your fear

walk on into a different life

try to call my name

in the love of daring hearts

this is were I hide

beneath all the illusion cries

dreaming and hoping

to drown 

to drown in you

as I crave your thoughts

crave your love 

the tender whispers 

that bring me closer to the edge

make me fall even harder

no matter what

I´m not sorry at all

let me break under tender touches

there is no such thing as enough

no bound to come closer

this is where this story fades away

like sand between your fingertips

let me slip past your mind

let me drop 

so tears can fill my body

until I´m drowned in my memories of you.

No more I say inspiration by Shakespeare

No more I say

praise me not 

I did no more 

no less than any other

Did they not run into the battle

Did they not fed the ground with her blood 

abandon all reason of reckoning

falling into the mud ?

I tell you all

I am with you

I bleed with you

I cry in bitter sweet compassion as much as you.

The Deep Blue Sea

Under softly windy dreams
lies the deep blue sea
it seems so still and qiet

but underneath it lies my wrecked heart
soft and cruel
so tender and blue

leave me here
I will freeze under the warmest sea
lonely without you

hold me dear
hold me close
melting under summerrain

remember I once belonged to me
now I´m fallen under silver leaves
craving for arms to hold me warm

Inspiration: The Deep Blue Sea

Heavy Rain

Standing in the mud,
crawling through the mist,
the screams of dying, crying men
flowing through the air,
once more they run,
once more they throw themselves against the breach,
under growling thunder of the night,
while limbs of legs and bones,
crack beneath their dirty feet,
running towards pain and honor,
thowing their bodies into waiting swords,
here on the field of Azincourt.

Dark Cities

Dark Cities from marble,
dead and cold,
how long did I drink from you
feeding into your dreams
and danced in your misty threads,
of your oh so beloved phantastic foams.

Calling

Lost in the silent screams are the tears you´re crying,
everything has lost it´s meaning,
can´t you hear the whisper?

Calling you,
I just want you to be with me,
has nothing any meaning anymore?

I can feel the distant growing,
you´re falling apart,
here right before me,

cast in the shadows of your dreams,
that fade away,
but all I want is for you to stay with me,

I hear all your hidden voices,
that´re raising into the open sky,
while you´re dying beside me,

can´t you hear?
I´m with you-
even if I´m six feet beneath.

Everything I did for you

Close to my faith failing,
you said so soft to me,
you´re the only thing I can forget easily,
and you sent all my love astray,
even though my heart is been crushing down,
I´m still crying out your name,
even in the darkest hour,
your kindness was the only light for me,
it was you,
who brought me to my knees,
your light was blinding me,
you chained me with your smile so helplessly,
and after time has faded nearly all my memories,
I still hear your whispers,
in my ear saying,
without your love I can never be.

The 13. Warrior

"That's where I meet my father,
there I meet my mother,
my sisters and my brothers,
there I meet all those people of my ancestors,
from the outset,
they call after me,
they ask me to take my place,
behind the gates of Valhalla,
where the brave men live forever."

Dezember, 14. November 2004

Heavy is the smell of cinnamon,
Vorweinachtlichen in the air
warm thoughts flood my senses,
The sweet taste of Met stunned me,
still and peaceful is the cloud forest.


It bear the clammy hands,
the torch through the night,
faster it goes up the hill,
it blows the smell of apple pie in the frostbitten nose,
and the thoughts rushing advance,
warming at fireplace.


Finally climbed into the festivities,
runs burning liquor down his throat,
it glows and sparkles in the glow of the fire,
the fiddle strikes up a merry song,
you sit at the flames,
dances and laughs,
and hears the old Sängen Minnen,
over long periods and some whipped battle.

8. April 2004

You're all
I run to the back,
all-
I run away from what,
the longing
which forces me to my knees,
the fear
devouring me alive,
all this just you alone,
and there will never be anyone and'res,
so I'm never alone in the heart,
because there will always be yours,
and when the time segregate us
is my purpose in life past,
and only death is it,
the freed me.

seperate Vanities

Separate vanities,
lost thoughts
broken dreams,
vanished in the sea, such as foams,
tortured heart,
consumed by fire,
in a world of glass.

riders on the strom

Death Killer on the road,
where Angels die tonight,
riders on the storm,
living dead in this house we´re born,
Nightwalker wasting the dawn,
dancing tears,
sailor of drunken roses,
with witchfire and pagan prayer,
breaking through your mind,
find the monsters and shadows,
in the heart of a devil´s child.

Light of Dawn

Bright morning light,
warm floading through my dark,
brightly lit all the land
awaken all life again,
that lay at night in sleep.

Did I found it? - Inspired by Arthur Rimbaud

I have found it,
my everything?
I can not live without,
and what is irreplaceable;


Only for me?


Or will one day
be a different person?
it may be a human?
My everything,
I have to find it,
before it is too late for me
but what if I find it,
and lose it again?


I dare not to remember
What reason would I have even-


to live?

The failed Reason

Many cried about anything,
withered at infinity,
waves driven by the high waves,
drowned in the shade,
my being confused,

I lost you there,
in the woods,
between the gates build our life,
dried up in the night as the grass,
and ivy rangte around the trees,

always anxious
they just barely to let them live,
and yet I hope one day you find there,
between the crumbling tombs of my memory.

Doubts

It runs what may live,
hiding what wants to die,
in that the doubts plaguing every soul-


I´d lost the time in this room?
Only one more step towards the fulfillment of all desires,
but I'm standing still,
I do not want to fall to the ground,
even if everything burns in me,
only a step - it will break me,
break the ribs from my spine,
and complete the funeral feast,
to which I have even loaded.