Losing you

All this pain I felt,

pulled my knees to the ground,

but I never lost my love to you,

it´s so bitter,

the taste of love floating down my troat,

and I don´t have an option,

the path is at it´s edge.

I want my scars to fade,

to leave my pain and yours,

let me run to the sound of broken hearts.

Let me the lie. A beautiful lie. 

Tell me...you loved me.

Damon Salvatore

I´m fallen between all defenses,

how can I face my failures,

when all my desires seem to track me down,

wanting, waiting for my solution,

please let me run away-

there´s no place for me,

not here.

Here where my past is hunting me,

even now I am suffering while I´m looking in your eyes,

and I see him looking back to me,

you can´t see me - even if you wanted to,

it´s rotting inside me,

I´ll never taste your lips pushing down on me.

No more struggling,

you defeated me,

you brought me down on my knees,

but you´ll never know,

You don´t have to,

as long as I know I truly love you.