Ocean tide

Swirling in a darkening ocean tide,

sadly whispering a loosen promise,

floating under heavy seaweed,

drowning in this moment,

here where the wind is howling,

crashing in my sunken ear,

this is where we fall out of love,

smashing our hearts,

ripping out our ragged wings,

and when all hope is gone,

we will go back to the start,

raising into the bluest sky,

fighting our way into the sun

cause we don´t wanna lose you now.

Thank you

Thank you for all the things

you did in my life

where ever I´ll be

you´ll be here with me

you´ll be more than just a memory

Wherever waves might toss me

along the northern stream

you´ll be here with me

Have no doubt

there is no me if I´m not with you

I´ll be alright

You were never gone from my life.

Crumbling

Crumbling between the hope and fear I dreamt of,

why couldn´t I just spit it out ?

All my life I´ve wasted for an illusion

I never tried to fullfill

Still waiting

Still hoping

Still wasting

What was the meaning of all those empty words ?

Was I really so close or still alone ?

I promised to wait for you

But you never came.

Was it me ?

Was it life ?

Did we waste our time ?

Here I am until the end of the world.

My Sister between the stars

Mother told me once

as my sister was born

she was so beautiful that the heaven´s creatures cried

so God took her 

so she could shine upon us

up there in the sky

And if I thought sadly in my mind

I should look up in the sky

there she would be

bright and laughing between the stars.

mountains

Oh so sweet sounds the name rolling through the hills

far over mountains rather old

fainting at the break of day 

the pines are tossing side to side

in the distant glimmers a dimming light

dying as a moment went by

where have we been

where must we go

how far will our fate let us flee

the fire will grow blazed with light

and eat everything alive

Rip on your heart

don´t surrender to your fear

walk on into a different life

try to call my name

in the love of daring hearts

this is were I hide

beneath all the illusion cries

dreaming and hoping

to drown 

to drown in you

as I crave your thoughts

crave your love 

the tender whispers 

that bring me closer to the edge

make me fall even harder

no matter what

I´m not sorry at all

let me break under tender touches

there is no such thing as enough

no bound to come closer

this is where this story fades away

like sand between your fingertips

let me slip past your mind

let me drop 

so tears can fill my body

until I´m drowned in my memories of you.

No more I say inspiration by Shakespeare

No more I say

praise me not 

I did no more 

no less than any other

Did they not run into the battle

Did they not fed the ground with her blood 

abandon all reason of reckoning

falling into the mud ?

I tell you all

I am with you

I bleed with you

I cry in bitter sweet compassion as much as you.

The Deep Blue Sea

Under softly windy dreams
lies the deep blue sea
it seems so still and qiet

but underneath it lies my wrecked heart
soft and cruel
so tender and blue

leave me here
I will freeze under the warmest sea
lonely without you

hold me dear
hold me close
melting under summerrain

remember I once belonged to me
now I´m fallen under silver leaves
craving for arms to hold me warm

Inspiration: The Deep Blue Sea

In the light

I was lost
walking through the night
I didn´t know why I couldn´t see

I was blinded
fallen and hurt

But now I´m so happy
I found the light
so bright it hurt my eyes

I´m whole
no sorrow inside
who was the fool

that didn´t see the light
no more darkness

I´m bathing in light



Inspiration : I saw the light by Hank Williams

Far from time

Under falling leaves of snow
I can´t fight this war no more
apart from joy and bliss

believe in nothing
it´s so hard to feel

the daylight fades
so sweet and dear

where can I find peace
when all my love is fading black
it´s too hard to swallow
so painful to hold on to

the night is softly touching
here is where I live
this is what I am
this is what I believe

my heart those love is innocent.

close my eyes

All your words
are just empty lies
how can I break
when nothing was ever real

I won´t slip away
turning your face
towards mine
with fears of letting go

Hold onto me
I will not surender
you will not fall
lies can´t make me crawl

Your fake tears
are not necessary
anymore

I will hold what was never mine
I will love what will never be
I will have your back
even if you stab my back

I will not fail you ever again

The Hunt

Where do I run
how can I hide
lost between the hollow tree´s

calling in all despair
crawling beneath the lines
so frozen in those memories
of mine

I can´t see through the wind
that burns within my eyes

where should I run ?
where should I turn ?

When all you left is broken glass
piercing in tender paws
but I keep on walking

walking into my darkest part
I fed on my broken heart
swallowed all those bitter parts

Wondering how far I could walk
how long I could last
buried under fallen hearts

Fish

Beneath the bridge
cramped in leaves and ash
dripping from the seal of broken glass

Am I just a fish
without any feelings ?

I am trapped
crashed my human hands
like a piece of trash

Am I just a fish
without any feelings ?

Let it be true

If it be true
To fill mine edge
Within thy body
Let me rip out those
Doubting shades of harboring
insensitivity
senseless in true captivity.

Once as my name was cause for delight and trust,

Even though you loved me not,

Was the hour I treasured most,

Paid with pain within the cause,

Do not mourn me,

For I am not dead,

Do not please the king in me,

for I am the crown-less king,

within the hollow tree.

Shades

Sweet and oh so slow
falling like a piece of snow
when drops of light
drown in shades of night

tender voices softly whisper
in my heart there ain´t no glimmer
dancing sparkles softly shinning
touching until your head is spinning

a street of sand
in the middle of the land
where lonely souls met
and the sky humbling wept

Hunted House

Empty rooms
dusty air
full of memories
still so clear
heavy lies the air
dirty is the lair

shadows are wandering
unseen and unknown
like a whisper
just a hallow
touching with tender feathers
bearly through cold appearance

full of love and hate
buried into the walls
they are grabbing for your heart
pulling on your mind
run as long as you can breathe
only the dead are here to release

Heavy Rain

Standing in the mud,
crawling through the mist,
the screams of dying, crying men
flowing through the air,
once more they run,
once more they throw themselves against the breach,
under growling thunder of the night,
while limbs of legs and bones,
crack beneath their dirty feet,
running towards pain and honor,
thowing their bodies into waiting swords,
here on the field of Azincourt.

Trust my Rage

Trust my rage he said,
more like a whisper,
swollowed by the mist of sorrow,
where once was love,
it can´t ever be again
not like it was before,
you my deceiver,
the silver tongue drowning with lies,
who´s not born my brother,
but he always was,
I won´t ever trust in you again.