What was everything

In the distance between a fallen leave and a dropping tear,
my mind was drowning in the cold mud,
why was everything so dark - so suddenly,
I know I felt independend
She gave me all she could
but I was so deep
I could see her pain
walking on broken glass
while the sun was warming everything

What did I say ?
The thoughts were spinning
quicker than blood rushing through my vains
All our love turned my world to black
what was the thing I called mine once upon a time ?

I know some cruel day you´ll be someone elses God
But Why ?

A Light In The Dark

In the past I was hunted, burned and scared,
your light is floating like a water so warm and light,
how can you sooth all my wounded parts,
how can you oh so easily break all those chains
that burdened me for all those years ?

You´re floating like light into my broken cracks,
filling me up until nothing is left of myself anymore,
and I am so free, so light because you fill me until I burst,
you loved me, more than every tear I shed could tell,
I love you more than, thousand years could weight.

Sound Of Endless Sleep

Flames of burning fraud
the way you taste drives me to the wall
free to fall apart within a breaking dawn

Who am I to control you
what is the sound of this endless dream
I hate to tear you til the grave

I can´t control to crawl through the smell of lust
without holding on t you
driven by the streams of life