Dienstag, 9. November 2010

Damon Salvatore


I´m fallen between all defenses,
how can I face my failures,
when all my desires seem to track me down,
wanting, waiting for my solution,
please let me run away-
there´s no place for me,
not here.

Here where my past is hunting me,
even now I am suffering while I´m looking in your eyes,
and I see him looking back to me,
you can´t see me - even if you wanted to,
it´s rotting inside me,
I´ll never taste your lips pushing down on me.

No more struggling,
you defeated me,
you brought me down on my knees,
but you´ll never know,
You don´t have to,
as long as I know I truly love you.

Samstag, 25. September 2010

Die Wolves

And the snow is falling so cold on my weary limbs,
white flakes dancing before my eyes
me and obscure the view,
as infinite-
as white-
 

the wind pushes me to the song of wolves,
foments my fear
how far I have strayed from the path?
Where should I go?

 
And yet it takes me straight,
into the forest,
into the unknown,
the body is very stiff and numb,

 
I can feel their eyes on my neck,
it will not be long,
they feel quite clear
and I fight,
but that I did not want to live,

 
I can not wait for them to come,
I must go on,
even if there is no one,
even if everything is pointless
even if this is a dead man,

 
I go as long as I can breathe,
so I feel nothing more,
do not feel like they come from,
as they bite into me,
tear me and my meat eating
but that's ok,



still better than becomming a feast for the worms to eat,
I´ll become a part of this pack?
I do not know, but it's a nice thought-
but still it is not yet as far as m still not lying in the snow,
still I run ... I run ... run ... run with pain.

Donnerstag, 5. August 2010

Mischa



I hear this melody
she sings very softly ...


I longed to be with you;


But it's just a thought,
for you have never breathed,


your heart was weak and ill,

you lay in my hands small and cold,


no red flooded your soft cheeks,

and yet how many times I saw your face?


Why your laugh sounds in my ears?


I stand 5 feet above you and look down on you

on what is left

who visits you still here?

Who else is with you in mind?


My heart is very heavy and my longing,

much more,

how I wish you were still here


not even your name is written here

as if you´d never been.


Mischa, oh my dearest Mischa ...

Sonntag, 20. Juni 2010

Armand ...live!

Alive


All her bones are broken,

the pieces have torn the skin into pieces,

now she is ashamed of all that they once had

full of life they believe in the future,

believes that nothing was written,

it burns full life

and she believes

that they can change their fate

she knows what it means to cry out in hunger

the hunger for life

on the precipice they'll go

tear to the last breath of life itself

and then to throw it into the Abyss

At the end of life

at each moment

in all the rest

she has promised to take me

deep in the maze of nostalgia

I'm here and shout it out loud

LIFE IT LAST

who can hear me at all.

LIVE!

Montag, 7. Juni 2010

Through the Darkness

Through the darkness
should we burn,
we all burn
bleeding in the rain of our souls,
their pain to be rinsed away.

Where are you Lord in heaven? 

Wherever I go
everywhere is mourning
it is in my heart-

and they must also!

I crawling in my pain,
will break under your gentleness,
but wherever you go,
you know I´ll go to follow you
where you may lay you down-

I'm already there!

Do you know my pain,
who wants to break out everything from me?

You know him and yet you do not care,
whithersoever I go,
You are with me,
and see just ...

see how to burn my soul.
And the blood of my body, my soul,
dries me out Completely restructured,
so there´s nothing more in me ...

a shell of flesh and bone,
only food for the worms.

Montag, 31. Mai 2010

A Dream


Ever dreamt about how everything is gonna end?
To kill yourself - in a dream?
Rip yourself out to the bones,
feeling relief from falling apart,
holding your breathe until your last one is fading out,
can´t you stop me from feeling my suicidal dream?
But don´t worry you will get yours too.

Mittwoch, 5. Mai 2010

My Heart



You tear my heart to you,

to guard it,

and rip at will,

in the cold rain we danced,

lived under the tears of angels

but when Hera's heat flowed through you,

I was surrounded of the night,

and then when you walked;


you took with you my soul.

Dienstag, 20. April 2010

Forgive


My heart is wandering
flowing in the dust
i will never ask much
i will fuck you to swim
in your silk
did you really believe my lies?

Forgive
my walls are crushing down
can you feel my insecure love
is lingering inside
with the shade I tried to take
so bright I can´t look
in these eyes

let go
can´t you try to walk in my shoes?

forgive
I will never kiss your tears
I will guide the blind in darkness
but don´t want to feel myself
forgive

no hope for the hopeless
forgive
nothing more to say

Montag, 19. April 2010

love again


So the joy of living is turning cold
frozen from all the abusing lies
can you change my heart?
can you mend the wounds within?

let me be in love again
let me be

and you say love again
just feel the rain
love again

wipe away your tears
let the fire fade
leave
and then you switch the light off
and never enter this room again

so be in love again
cry your heart out and feel free
to love again

Donnerstag, 15. April 2010

Three Shadows


Three Black shadows follow me on the path to nowhere,

wrapped in lines,

the horrific masks of sorrow,

the pain,

the pain,

the light from their dark clothes,

motionless I see them coming,

there is no turning back,

only forward

in the uncertainty

into the darkness.


Gone to stardust

we swim in the eternal space.

Little bird,

so delicate,

fly to the winds and be free,

I implore you,

do not stay here any longer,

because you´ll die in my hand.

The Night

silent screams in the cold wind,

he sings of old days;

full of ice;

singing  
he dreams an old dream

of wind and rain,

and thunder.


Come with me this night,

in this Behemoth

full glory,

trying to conceive

what a beauty,

is especially

is that in the nights jacket.

The Piano

Hollow sounds the piano,

in the hall of our dreams,

because the shadows will fall into the abyss;

between us,

in him wants to springs slightly,

plunge my soul,

if I can not reach you,

so take 'me in the arm,

with the spirits of those who perished,

as they attacked-for true love

Do not you see?

To burn 'do me,

asleep and I turn in,

in the canyons of my night

Donnerstag, 8. April 2010

The Corpse

Does anyone notice?
Does anyone care?

There´s still your corpse lying in this bed
You´re whispering to me

i love you

And I´m full of anger,
will I pull the trigger?

Does anyone care?
Would it matter,
if I´m already dead?

When you tell me,
you love me,

it´s a room in this hell,
in also the next,

does anyone notice,
my corpse lies in this bed?

To feel alive

How sweet the warmth of your touching lips,
can you hear if tears are falling beneath?
Do you know all the times I hurt myself,
just to feel alive?
And so I´m dancing on the fields of Niphilim,
do you feel my torture inside?
I´m standing here all twisted and broken,
can´t you see?
I can´t see, can´t talk, can´t feel,
please can´t you set me free?

The eternal Kiss

How gently drop your red tears run down my face,

like a flood of soft kisses,

in my darkest night,

drinking, and you say hold me in a tight embrace,

your hot breath onto my ear,

your knee between my thighs,

until I drown in your life.

And your bloody kisses my senses steal,

so you slit my skin under you,

until everything is a mixture of us

bitter and wet-

we taste of death.

Let me (not) go

I want to drown in your pain,

now, not someday,


I do not wanna live,

because what´s the point if it is without you?


My heart is heavy as lead,

but it would only last from thee,


you have not ripped it out of my chest?

Do not you see it flow?


The rapids of blood

the flood as fire burns.


Time passes and you're still here,

torturing, murdering ...


Your words smash me to the ground,

I really exist here?


Here in my nightmare

 I do not wake up from?


I HATE YOU

please ... please finally let me go;


I do not love you anymore.

I want to never think of you again.


Never again yearn for you ...

disappear ...  

GET OUT.

Stay with me, shadow ...


how can I just live without you,

without that what it breaks me?

Your dew

The dew glistens on your songs, even more than the stars tonight

dreaming I kiss your eyes,

quietly, they stare at me.

The cold has made ​​your flesh quite hard,

only your eyes shine at night.

Lost Love

The rain falls in the blood,

my eyes are wide awake,

You were within me,

so deep that I forgot who I am,

finally letting me go.

Spit it out myself.


Not even your eyes I want to see

and yet you're in my dreams,

while I go to the knee,

Please do not be so fond of me,

I do not wipe away the tears

I hate you.

Almost as much as I loved you.

Die Cliff

Drowned in the memory,

where I'll be buried,

the end is so damn close,

straight over the cliff.

I can not breathe.

The ground under me disappears in the darkness,

every day is in vain,

I just do not feel you.

Hold me finally,

before it devours me,

I feed every night the tears of my pain,

because of you I see nothing in here.

Donnerstag, 1. April 2010

Time

We remain,

what can we still change,

in the end everything remains

as it always had been.

The sun has not burned?

The moon is not whipped up the seas?

Long before you were born.

The echo of souls rumbles down from heaven,

given your iniquity,

to caress the storm,

but all of you has snatched away.