Dripping

Blue and cold is the sea
Floating like a sweet memory
What did you mean when you said
I´m dying ... slowly

I was drunken on your lips
Holding onto the bitter tears of regret
Hide away all my hidden thoughts
Those dark things crawling through my head

Your eyes avert and look into the distant sky
What did you mean
I am so far away
I´ll hunt you down and toss away your fears

I won´t bend, I won´t care
Even if you keep moving on
I will come
Even if you turn on me

I will keep moving on

Oh please let me love you

Please let me love you
my heart is true
I know you don´t want to
but I will persuede you

Please let me love you
while your heart is sad and blue
let me embrace you
leave all your pain behind

Please let me love you
I want you only
oh please let me love you
you know I want you true

The Pain I Felt All This Time

Hold me, I can´t bear to sleep,
these cold eyes in the dark,
keep staring at me,
they grab me, feel me up,
won´t let me be.

Why did he have to choose me,
Why couldn´t he let me be ?

I keep asking you but you just said,
Why didn´t you fight, what did you do ?

Nothing, I keep telling you.
I was stare, how often do I need to tell you ?

He was hunting me. Forcing me.
Grabbing me. Pushing and whispering.

There is nothing you can do. Just give in. It´s just a kiss.
It´s just a touch. And I kept running. Avoiding.

Until he stands before me. Until barely covered in a bathrobe.
He is pushing onto me - pulling on my robes and only a bell is saving me.

That´s the day, she could see, that was the day she couldn´t ignore it anymore.

I told her to leave ya

You´re running to fast
crawling in between the lines
dance right into my face
leave my eyes bleeding over you
take it by some force won´t ya

So I told her to leave ya
cause you´re my one and only
and I would give you no one at all

Waving Flags

Waving flags are dancing above the towers of London
calling you home
If you´ve seen the shores of this raw island
you´ll earn for it, when the sun is warming your face
you´ll dream about it, if rough wind strokes your hair
when the first dew of morning is glittering on the gras
you´ll wish the ground under your feet were a land called England.

Misty Mountains The last of the Mohicans

The Wind is floating around the misty mountain,
the echos of voices are flowing up,
her hair is being pulled through the trees,
a shot, a fall, her eyes turn to coal,
hands are pulling on her, pulling her up,
dragging her to move forward,
dark unknowing eyes look at her,
but she is out of reach,
she moves closer to the edge,
the wind is blowing in her hair that almost glows golden in the sun,
one more step she does,
there is no sound, nothing more than the crumbling of her clothes.
And she is gone.

Fields of golden Dreams - T.W.H.

Love is a truth that will scare the darkest clouds away,
it will clean you to the deepest parts of your soul,
I was once so blind,
Love is indeed the only treasure,
The sky was so dark I couldn´t see what was right in front of me,
but your voice turned them all away,
now my vision is full of the brightest blue,
and even the sun has turned it´s burning coal,
what once burned is now soathing my withered soul,
your smile is the taste of the field I failed to see,
a field of golden dreams.

Shared Nights

When your eyes drop
and the silence turns a wall on me,
What can I say to come through ?

If you were hurt
don´t turn on me,
tell me the darkest secrets of your heart,

I won´t turn away,
I won´t leave you there,
I´m in love

And when the clouds crash down on you
and the whole world would turn on you
I am here for you
I will see you through

I´m just so tired of your meanless lies
Just stop
I can see through the tears you drop
My heart will never stop

 I won´t turn away,
I won´t leave you there,
I´m in love

What was everything

In the distance between a fallen leave and a dropping tear,
my mind was drowning in the cold mud,
why was everything so dark - so suddenly,
I know I felt independend
She gave me all she could
but I was so deep
I could see her pain
walking on broken glass
while the sun was warming everything

What did I say ?
The thoughts were spinning
quicker than blood rushing through my vains
All our love turned my world to black
what was the thing I called mine once upon a time ?

I know some cruel day you´ll be someone elses God
But Why ?

A Light In The Dark

In the past I was hunted, burned and scared,
your light is floating like a water so warm and light,
how can you sooth all my wounded parts,
how can you oh so easily break all those chains
that burdened me for all those years ?

You´re floating like light into my broken cracks,
filling me up until nothing is left of myself anymore,
and I am so free, so light because you fill me until I burst,
you loved me, more than every tear I shed could tell,
I love you more than, thousand years could weight.

Sound Of Endless Sleep

Flames of burning fraud
the way you taste drives me to the wall
free to fall apart within a breaking dawn

Who am I to control you
what is the sound of this endless dream
I hate to tear you til the grave

I can´t control to crawl through the smell of lust
without holding on t you
driven by the streams of life

Crimson Peak

Take a look at the ceiling at a burning dawn
like a bird of doom
trembling under secrets that lie in his hands
he stands in the dark
his hand is red from the freezin cold
secretly watching in the mist

the air is vibrating as he comes closer
go across the cracks
can you see as he shifts ?
Where his secrets lies beneath all those weary smiles
under all these empty phrases
cracked and hollow

Mine Edge

Here we stand
stand on line
the shames of Rome
Caius told us to mend and charge home
we look to it

Make us quick in work
we put our shields before our hearts
and we fight with hearts more prove than shield
souls of geese that bear the shapes of men

By the fires of heaven
Charge Home

Inspiration: Coriolanus by W. Shakespeare

The Green Field

Flowing through the fields of grass so green,
so dear, so soft,
the wind is blowing tender,
caressing it´s peak like a kissing dove,

the touch of it turns it from tide to tide,
falling, rising ... tumbling down,
and through clouds the sun is rising above,
warming it´s waverin foam.

Ocean tide

Swirling in a darkening ocean tide,

sadly whispering a loosen promise,

floating under heavy seaweed,

drowning in this moment,

here where the wind is howling,

crashing in my sunken ear,

this is where we fall out of love,

smashing our hearts,

ripping out our ragged wings,

and when all hope is gone,

we will go back to the start,

raising into the bluest sky,

fighting our way into the sun

cause we don´t wanna lose you now.

Thank you

Thank you for all the things

you did in my life

where ever I´ll be

you´ll be here with me

you´ll be more than just a memory

Wherever waves might toss me

along the northern stream

you´ll be here with me

Have no doubt

there is no me if I´m not with you

I´ll be alright

You were never gone from my life.

Crumbling

Crumbling between the hope and fear I dreamt of,

why couldn´t I just spit it out ?

All my life I´ve wasted for an illusion

I never tried to fullfill

Still waiting

Still hoping

Still wasting

What was the meaning of all those empty words ?

Was I really so close or still alone ?

I promised to wait for you

But you never came.

Was it me ?

Was it life ?

Did we waste our time ?

Here I am until the end of the world.

My Sister between the stars

Mother told me once

as my sister was born

she was so beautiful that the heaven´s creatures cried

so God took her 

so she could shine upon us

up there in the sky

And if I thought sadly in my mind

I should look up in the sky

there she would be

bright and laughing between the stars.

mountains

Oh so sweet sounds the name rolling through the hills

far over mountains rather old

fainting at the break of day 

the pines are tossing side to side

in the distant glimmers a dimming light

dying as a moment went by

where have we been

where must we go

how far will our fate let us flee

the fire will grow blazed with light

and eat everything alive

Rip on your heart

don´t surrender to your fear

walk on into a different life

try to call my name

in the love of daring hearts

this is were I hide

beneath all the illusion cries

dreaming and hoping

to drown 

to drown in you

as I crave your thoughts

crave your love 

the tender whispers 

that bring me closer to the edge

make me fall even harder

no matter what

I´m not sorry at all

let me break under tender touches

there is no such thing as enough

no bound to come closer

this is where this story fades away

like sand between your fingertips

let me slip past your mind

let me drop 

so tears can fill my body

until I´m drowned in my memories of you.