Rip on your heart

don´t surrender to your fear

walk on into a different life

try to call my name

in the love of daring hearts

this is were I hide

beneath all the illusion cries

dreaming and hoping

to drown 

to drown in you

as I crave your thoughts

crave your love 

the tender whispers 

that bring me closer to the edge

make me fall even harder

no matter what

I´m not sorry at all

let me break under tender touches

there is no such thing as enough

no bound to come closer

this is where this story fades away

like sand between your fingertips

let me slip past your mind

let me drop 

so tears can fill my body

until I´m drowned in my memories of you.

What angry Angel

What angry angel
dares you to defy,
in hot moaning
You can find old bells thunderstorms,
to ring the struggle,
the plaintive stomping,
murdering the angels,
and torn into bloody revenge,
clans of their own brood.

Vampire Kiss

Hold me the way only you can,
pushing me off the air,
let me feel your teeth,
with which you suck the blood out of me,
you put life in the shadows,
let me drown in you
under dark sky you gave me,
vowed eternal love,
gently enveloped me in darkness itself,
the black disappears,
and your eyes take me back,
my spirit awakens in a dead body,
Darkness is the day,
I'm quite easily and feel nothing,
were born into a new world,
which flooded my senses,
and if time and eternity also separates our ways
we will find again and again,
in the endless vortex of eternity.

All the Shadows

On the day when the light went through all the shadows,
it left no memories,
in a land of darkness;
wiped out during the day,
they must wait and wait,
until the sun disappears,
and the monsters of our thoughts,
crawl out of all her holes.

Brian Kinney

Time stood still,
or they just went by too fast?

Am I dreaming or,
I still can not breathe?

You're not important to me;
You mean nothing to me-

I live so on in front of me,
no matter where you are,

I forget you,
you and your face;

'll Go further,
forget me, you like me ..

Justin

In a river of your laugh,
I find my answer,

No -

you will not come,
not today, not tomorrow,
even when my world comes to you,

in vain I believe in you,
the days will gone by,
my view is far

and I'm looking for an answer,
behind the great horizon,
but only the silence,

hope it was all for nothing.

Give me reasons

Give me time until the moon is over now,
let the dreams, like flowers blooming,
with hands that hold and protect
give me reasons to wait here
until the grass grows on the sun,
drag and clouds over shadows.

Silent tears of a Vampire

Silent tears in the sea is the vampire,
He mourned the beauty of his world,

the grief clings to those which he lost,
and he can not find it again.

He sits at the foot of the inorganic angel
dessem and is blinded by bright light,

that envelops him and devours
in the distance he sees the gates of Atziluth and falls,

falls into the arms of the angel,
the redemtion counter.

A Elven Tale

Slowly carried the lights,
their shadows across the moor,
piercing hot a chain crawled
on the dark earth,
until they disappeared in the twilight,
every night,
repeatedly
to light his way back home,
through the maze of trees,
but he never found his way.

So close

Once I thought you were so very close to me,
I could feel your breath on my neck,
heard your footsteps behind me,
but then ... you left me lost,
 
and I do not know how to find you again,
Since then, life seems Lame and gray,
no one can give me back
it is lost,
 
thinking of you hurts so much,
because I miss you so much '
but there is no way back.

Sophia

I've seen a fallen angel,
She had blue eyes and her name was Sophia,
And she bore the grief of the whole world in itself,
while she shed tears of eternity.

This came to me as I saw a crying yound woman on the Streets...

Der Grudge

Dead running on my eyelids,
the faces white and pale,
the cheeks are sunken,
pine and no one is there,
Please turn around,
no more blood dripping on my feet,
let me live,
only this one time,
I'll break your oath,
you prepare your last supper,
that you are milling from my bones.

Memory of 2003...die Bridge

In 2003, someone jumped from the Highway bridge on the Beethovenstr ... I left this poem there:

Here it is cold and oh so still
no name,
because I am silent,
because I want it so
now everything is swallowed,
every thought,
of holding on to you,
in your eyes,
cold and so empty
I was lost and the snow was my sea,
I scream,
but you won´t hear me-
How long until I can breathe again?
And we fall into nothingness,
because this world is without you,
like a life without light.

Inspired by "Do not Jump" by TH. It was not there long. Someone took it with him. Therefore, I share it again today ... with you.

Die Wolves

And the snow is falling so cold on my weary limbs,
white flakes dancing before my eyes
me and obscure the view,
as infinite-
as white-
 
the wind pushes me to the song of wolves,
foments my fear
how far I have strayed from the path?
Where should I go?
 
And yet it takes me straight,
into the forest,
into the unknown,
the body is very stiff and numb,
 
I can feel their eyes on my neck,
it will not be long,
they feel quite clear
and I fight,
but that I did not want to live,
 
I can not wait for them to come,
I must go on,
even if there is no one,
even if everything is pointless
even if this is a dead man,
 
I go as long as I can breathe,
so I feel nothing more,
do not feel like they come from,
as they bite into me,
tear me and my meat eating
but that's ok,


still better than becomming a feast for the worms to eat,
I´ll become a part of this pack?
I do not know, but it's a nice thought-
but still it is not yet as far as I´m still not lying in the snow,
still I run ... I run ... run ... run with pain.

Mischa

I hear this melody
she sings very softly ...


I longed to be with you;


But it's just a thought,
for you have never breathed,


your heart was weak and ill,

you lay in my hands small and cold,


no red flooded your soft cheeks,

and yet how many times I saw your face?


Why your laugh sounds in my ears?


I stand 5 feet above you and look down on you

on what is left

who visits you still here?

Who else is with you in mind?


My heart is very heavy and my longing,

much more,

how I wish you were still here


not even your name is written here

as if you´d never been.


Mischa, oh my dearest Mischa ...

Armand ...live!

Alive


All her bones are broken,

the pieces have torn the skin into pieces,

now she is ashamed of all that they once had

full of life they believe in the future,

believes that nothing was written,

it burns full life

and she believes

that they can change their fate

she knows what it means to cry out in hunger

the hunger for life

on the precipice they'll go

tear to the last breath of life itself

and then to throw it into the Abyss

At the end of life

at each moment

in all the rest

she has promised to take me

deep in the maze of nostalgia

I'm here and shout it out loud

LIFE IT LAST

who can hear me at all.

LIVE!

Through the Darkness

Through the darkness
should we burn,
we all burn
bleeding in the rain of our souls,
their pain to be rinsed away.

Where are you Lord in heaven? 
Wherever I go
everywhere is mourning
it is in my heart-

and they must also!

I crawling in my pain,
will break under your gentleness,
but wherever you go,
you know I´ll go to follow you
where you may lay you down-

I'm already there!

Do you know my pain,
who wants to break out everything from me?

You know him and yet you do not care,
whithersoever I go,
You are with me,
and see just ...

see how to burn my soul.
And the blood of my body, my soul,
dries me out Completely restructured,
so there´s nothing more in me ...

a shell of flesh and bone,
only food for the worms.

Forgive

My heart is wandering

flowing in the dust

i will never ask much

i will fuck you to swim

in your silk

did you really believe my lies?

Forgive

my walls are crushing down

can you feel my insecure love

is lingering inside

with the shade I tried to take

so bright I can´t look

in these eyes

let go

can´t you try to walk in my shoes?

forgive

I will never kiss your tears

I will guide the blind in darkness

but don´t want to feel myself

forgive

no hope for the hopeless

forgive

nothing more to say

Three Shadows

Three Black shadows follow me on the path to nowhere,

wrapped in lines,

the horrific masks of sorrow,

the pain,

the pain,

the light from their dark clothes,

motionless I see them coming,

there is no turning back,

only forward

in the uncertainty

into the darkness.


Gone to stardust

we swim in the eternal space.

Little bird,

so delicate,

fly to the winds and be free,

I implore you,

do not stay here any longer,

because you´ll die in my hand.

The Night

silent screams in the cold wind,

he sings of old days;

full of ice;

singing  
he dreams an old dream

of wind and rain,

and thunder.


Come with me this night,

in this Behemoth

full glory,

trying to conceive

what a beauty,

is especially

is that in the nights jacket.