Rip on your heart

don´t surrender to your fear

walk on into a different life

try to call my name

in the love of daring hearts

this is were I hide

beneath all the illusion cries

dreaming and hoping

to drown 

to drown in you

as I crave your thoughts

crave your love 

the tender whispers 

that bring me closer to the edge

make me fall even harder

no matter what

I´m not sorry at all

let me break under tender touches

there is no such thing as enough

no bound to come closer

this is where this story fades away

like sand between your fingertips

let me slip past your mind

let me drop 

so tears can fill my body

until I´m drowned in my memories of you.

Everything I did for you

Close to my faith failing,
you said so soft to me,
you´re the only thing I can forget easily,
and you sent all my love astray,
even though my heart is been crushing down,
I´m still crying out your name,
even in the darkest hour,
your kindness was the only light for me,
it was you,
who brought me to my knees,
your light was blinding me,
you chained me with your smile so helplessly,
and after time has faded nearly all my memories,
I still hear your whispers,
in my ear saying,
without your love I can never be.

The 13. Warrior

"That's where I meet my father,
there I meet my mother,
my sisters and my brothers,
there I meet all those people of my ancestors,
from the outset,
they call after me,
they ask me to take my place,
behind the gates of Valhalla,
where the brave men live forever."

Dezember, 14. November 2004

Heavy is the smell of cinnamon,
Vorweinachtlichen in the air
warm thoughts flood my senses,
The sweet taste of Met stunned me,
still and peaceful is the cloud forest.


It bear the clammy hands,
the torch through the night,
faster it goes up the hill,
it blows the smell of apple pie in the frostbitten nose,
and the thoughts rushing advance,
warming at fireplace.


Finally climbed into the festivities,
runs burning liquor down his throat,
it glows and sparkles in the glow of the fire,
the fiddle strikes up a merry song,
you sit at the flames,
dances and laughs,
and hears the old Sängen Minnen,
over long periods and some whipped battle.

8. April 2004

You're all
I run to the back,
all-
I run away from what,
the longing
which forces me to my knees,
the fear
devouring me alive,
all this just you alone,
and there will never be anyone and'res,
so I'm never alone in the heart,
because there will always be yours,
and when the time segregate us
is my purpose in life past,
and only death is it,
the freed me.

seperate Vanities

Separate vanities,
lost thoughts
broken dreams,
vanished in the sea, such as foams,
tortured heart,
consumed by fire,
in a world of glass.

riders on the strom

Death Killer on the road,
where Angels die tonight,
riders on the storm,
living dead in this house we´re born,
Nightwalker wasting the dawn,
dancing tears,
sailor of drunken roses,
with witchfire and pagan prayer,
breaking through your mind,
find the monsters and shadows,
in the heart of a devil´s child.

Light of Dawn

Bright morning light,
warm floading through my dark,
brightly lit all the land
awaken all life again,
that lay at night in sleep.

Did I found it? - Inspired by Arthur Rimbaud

I have found it,
my everything?
I can not live without,
and what is irreplaceable;


Only for me?


Or will one day
be a different person?
it may be a human?
My everything,
I have to find it,
before it is too late for me
but what if I find it,
and lose it again?


I dare not to remember
What reason would I have even-


to live?

Loki

Have you lost your way
here at the end of time?

Seeking our way
imaginings in my paradise

my hollow mountains,
my rumbles of thunder from the sky,

My rain of the soul betrays,
to the rescue, it is now too late.

The failed Reason

Many cried about anything,
withered at infinity,
waves driven by the high waves,
drowned in the shade,
my being confused,

I lost you there,
in the woods,
between the gates build our life,
dried up in the night as the grass,
and ivy rangte around the trees,

always anxious
they just barely to let them live,
and yet I hope one day you find there,
between the crumbling tombs of my memory.

Doubts

It runs what may live,
hiding what wants to die,
in that the doubts plaguing every soul-


I´d lost the time in this room?
Only one more step towards the fulfillment of all desires,
but I'm standing still,
I do not want to fall to the ground,
even if everything burns in me,
only a step - it will break me,
break the ribs from my spine,
and complete the funeral feast,
to which I have even loaded.

Armand´s Sun

Have not you thought
this death would quietly go over,
this grace in thy light has now passed,
the swaths of dark waves,
are now lost in the sun.


Has thou not heard the screams,
burned under your pure white skin?


This ocean is now flowing into you,
until you're stuffed all the torments
that were once passed,
the time is past, the rain evaporates,
and the dead flesh is enough,
everything is finished and nothing starts the New,
in this slump of needles and rocks.


Gone is the sweetness of the night,
fully the tyranny of your pity, I feel nothing.


But thou shalt breathe, shall live, covet,
the end of my torment,
your existence shall be my proof
life is possible
to breathe when you break the chest,
take your leave,
morning and see me again,
between the words unspoken,
you do not dare to speak.

What angry Angel

What angry angel
dares you to defy,
in hot moaning
You can find old bells thunderstorms,
to ring the struggle,
the plaintive stomping,
murdering the angels,
and torn into bloody revenge,
clans of their own brood.

Vampire Kiss

Hold me the way only you can,
pushing me off the air,
let me feel your teeth,
with which you suck the blood out of me,
you put life in the shadows,
let me drown in you
under dark sky you gave me,
vowed eternal love,
gently enveloped me in darkness itself,
the black disappears,
and your eyes take me back,
my spirit awakens in a dead body,
Darkness is the day,
I'm quite easily and feel nothing,
were born into a new world,
which flooded my senses,
and if time and eternity also separates our ways
we will find again and again,
in the endless vortex of eternity.

All the Shadows

On the day when the light went through all the shadows,
it left no memories,
in a land of darkness;
wiped out during the day,
they must wait and wait,
until the sun disappears,
and the monsters of our thoughts,
crawl out of all her holes.

Stranded

In the here stranded,
between the worlds altogether,
that are not mine,
I want between your world
that keeps me ready for the hate,
and full of pain,
Decide?
Still I creep across their borders,
to the realm of death drawn
I dance in the dead of my time.

Brian Kinney

Time stood still,
or they just went by too fast?

Am I dreaming or,
I still can not breathe?

You're not important to me;
You mean nothing to me-

I live so on in front of me,
no matter where you are,

I forget you,
you and your face;

'll Go further,
forget me, you like me ..

Justin

In a river of your laugh,
I find my answer,

No -

you will not come,
not today, not tomorrow,
even when my world comes to you,

in vain I believe in you,
the days will gone by,
my view is far

and I'm looking for an answer,
behind the great horizon,
but only the silence,

hope it was all for nothing.

Give me reasons

Give me time until the moon is over now,
let the dreams, like flowers blooming,
with hands that hold and protect
give me reasons to wait here
until the grass grows on the sun,
drag and clouds over shadows.