I saw you

It´s been hours since I saw you sitting there,

you´re soaking wet from the rain,

but you´re sitting there while watching

the train´s go by,

you´re waiting for the next to come,

will you take the next one?

Are you waiting for someone who will never come?

You´re watching the people leaving and coming,

they are moving, they have a target,

but you´re sitting still.

You´ll never get on a train.

There won´t be someone for you to come.

You don´t mind.

You don´t give a fuck, about the goals of other peoples life.

Losing you

All this pain I felt,

pulled my knees to the ground,

but I never lost my love to you,

it´s so bitter,

the taste of love floating down my troat,

and I don´t have an option,

the path is at it´s edge.

I want my scars to fade,

to leave my pain and yours,

let me run to the sound of broken hearts.

Let me the lie. A beautiful lie. 

Tell me...you loved me.

Black

Your lost love is dying,

in your arms,

why do you care?

Let yourself drown in the blood,

until everything is gone,

and your love is burried to the ground.

Tear us apart

So when all the memories are fading to grey,

let all the dreams pass by,

turn and never look back again,

if the room is gettin´ cold,

let old Ghosts diseaper.

Even if the tears still falling down,

even if it tasted good,

now it will tear us apart,

an end is coming to it all,

we were born to fall apart.

May tomorrow never come again.

Damon Salvatore

I´m fallen between all defenses,

how can I face my failures,

when all my desires seem to track me down,

wanting, waiting for my solution,

please let me run away-

there´s no place for me,

not here.

Here where my past is hunting me,

even now I am suffering while I´m looking in your eyes,

and I see him looking back to me,

you can´t see me - even if you wanted to,

it´s rotting inside me,

I´ll never taste your lips pushing down on me.

No more struggling,

you defeated me,

you brought me down on my knees,

but you´ll never know,

You don´t have to,

as long as I know I truly love you.

Die Wolves

And the snow is falling so cold on my weary limbs,
white flakes dancing before my eyes
me and obscure the view,
as infinite-
as white-
 
the wind pushes me to the song of wolves,
foments my fear
how far I have strayed from the path?
Where should I go?
 
And yet it takes me straight,
into the forest,
into the unknown,
the body is very stiff and numb,
 
I can feel their eyes on my neck,
it will not be long,
they feel quite clear
and I fight,
but that I did not want to live,
 
I can not wait for them to come,
I must go on,
even if there is no one,
even if everything is pointless
even if this is a dead man,
 
I go as long as I can breathe,
so I feel nothing more,
do not feel like they come from,
as they bite into me,
tear me and my meat eating
but that's ok,


still better than becomming a feast for the worms to eat,
I´ll become a part of this pack?
I do not know, but it's a nice thought-
but still it is not yet as far as I´m still not lying in the snow,
still I run ... I run ... run ... run with pain.

Mischa

I hear this melody
she sings very softly ...


I longed to be with you;


But it's just a thought,
for you have never breathed,


your heart was weak and ill,

you lay in my hands small and cold,


no red flooded your soft cheeks,

and yet how many times I saw your face?


Why your laugh sounds in my ears?


I stand 5 feet above you and look down on you

on what is left

who visits you still here?

Who else is with you in mind?


My heart is very heavy and my longing,

much more,

how I wish you were still here


not even your name is written here

as if you´d never been.


Mischa, oh my dearest Mischa ...